Dr. Braaschley's Procrastinatorium

SHIT I DONT LIKE ANYMORE

If I were as good a girlfriend as I am bartender I’d be rich AND happy but they say you cant have it all so i guess ill just go buy some shit. 

oh hey, tumblr, its been a long time. i used to have quite the time playing around, posting random thoughts and images and decided to give that a go again. this is a list of shit i used to like, but now im pretty much over

GETTING DRUNK

Im going to go ahead and say it. im not a good drinker. if im in a good mood and i get drunk i get sad. if im in a bad mood and i get drunk i go absolutely insane. i truly appreciate a good cocktail especially after a long day or 6 at work in a row, but i just cant drink for sport, nor can i just sit at a bar all day. it feels too much like work. i have to admit, i have been craving a beer in the shower for some time now…gotta get on that.

EATING MY FEELINGS

so i kind of hope this one changes but ive been having a hard time indulging myself in tasty delights outside of necessary sustenance. it could be nerves, but every time i eat i feel sick, so i just dont do it a lot anymore. It could also be that my dietary preferences have changed and i have vegan guilt. guess ill look into that later. 

SLEEPING

this is another one i wish was untrue but 6 hours has become a luxury for me. fuck all. i have the day off and all i want to do is sleep but its just not happening. i guess these lat two are things i like that my stupid body just wont let me enjoy anymore. ugh, fuck you, me. 

i know i used to do other fun installments at the end of my posts but im going to leave this one at this stopping point. an unwise bastard one told me to take baby steps, maybe they were actually wise, but prolly still a bastard